// i hate liars, i really do.

OMG. You're unbelievable. I think that's about the word to describe you right now.

You have went from one level of shit head to another advance level of ASSHOLE.

You did come home yesterday, hell, I bet you were home since 5+pm though you told me you won't be when I called you yesterday afternoon.

You just wanted to get me home to clean up after Xiaobai coz you're one selfish shithead who can't help his own daughter just one day out of the entire week.

I am not saying that I shouldn't clean up after XB or trying to shirk my responsibility. It is my every duty to clean up after XB and I would gladly do that.

What pissed me off was that YOU LIED.

All you had to say was - yes, I am coming home but can you also come home to clean up after XB; and I would come home to do that.

You didn't have to lie; I hate liars.

And yet I am suppose to look up to you as my role model simply because your sperm created me.

How is my nephew aka your grandson suppose to look up to you too, when you're a BIG FAT FUCKING LIAR?!?!!?!?

Really, you are just one big fucking cunning, scheming lying fox.

If you say I am cunning, then please... take a look at the mirror before you judge people. Even if I am cunning, I am almost 99% sure that I inherited from you or learnt it from you because this is what you're showing me - you're one big fat liar.

For all the lies you've said for the past few years to Mom, I've already closed one eye but only for her sake and NOW you're lying to me straight up.

FUCK YOU.

That's all I can say to you if I am ever allowed by Mom to say what's on my mind.

You have just single-handedly thrown away the last bit of respect I have for you as a "father". I have absolutely no respect for you right now. If I talk to you is because I HAVE to, and not because I want to. Note the BIG difference.

To be frank, I don't even want to see your fugly face right now. It just simply reminds me of all the lies, selfishness, narcissism and every other flaw that you possess. I see no good in you at all.

For all you've done/contributed to the family for the past 10 years, Mom could have been better off hiring an electrician / plumber / carpenter.

Just 'cause you're the 一家之主, it doesn't mean you can't throw away rubbish after yourself, wipe the table with a WET tablecloth (*duh!*), throw your dirty socks into the pail and not on the lid, clean up the floor when powder got onto the floor, remove your hair dye stains from the fridge and wall when you are being vain while dying your hair, washing off your cut hair from pails when you cut your fugly hair in the bathroom... etc.

And it definitely doesn't give you any right to belittle Mom by humiliating her whenever possible with your insults, and sometimes in front of other people!!!

Really, I don't see any other contributions from you at all and you're just being an asshole brat.

While growing up, I always thought I have a very happy family, like any "happily ever after" shows on TV but have I been MORE wrong.

As I grew older and start to see and remember things, you have been NOTHING but an ASSHOLE.

Where can one go when one doesn't go home to bathe, eat, have a change of clothes for TWO nights? WOW. Please... help enlighten me.

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I know one cannot choose their parents but one definitely have the choice to HATE their parents and I simply detest, despise and hate you right now, "dad".

I don't even want to call you that. You taint the great and almost divine meaning behind that word. You are NOT FIT for me to call you that.

I cannot wait for the day when you grow sick and old and you have NO ONE to look after you. Then I will go up to your fugly and wrinkled face to say...


Because you really do. You had it coming and you have no one else to blame but yourself.

You had a beautiful and happy family; sis and I were never problematic kids, and you have a great wife. Nobody is perfect but if you're contented, it would have been enough.

But no, you choose NOT to cherish what you have. You choose to turn your head away from what you have and chase after something/someone you will NEVER have.

Typical man.

So when the day comes, good luck and goodbye to you; I won't shed a tear for you.

I'm long beyond disappointed in you. I think I'm in the "repulsed by you" stage right now. I have nothing left for you but hatred and disgust for all that you've done and of course, not done.

You should have cherished what you HAD.